Euphoria.

freedom of speech? / Saturday, 21 February 2009

Sometimes, its just great to be venting out on a private online journal. You've got no boundaries in wanting to say what you have in mind. Yes, eventhough this blog is "my space, I can say whatever I want in here" (damn cliche), we still ought to sift the words, topics, and language used because why? Because we should be a responsible and a good communicator ! *rolls eyes* But seriously, all that I've blogged about here aren't my deepest,inner,sincere feelings. Unfortunately.

surayah: babe!! its okay sak org pikir ko muda.. org pikir aku 21.. mampos
sak.. rase tua lliow...
Aku rase kau patut switch places ngn Alia ah. Hahhaha.
:P

Eyya: and its much better than me, org cakap umur 19tahun hahah
In other words they're trying to say you look matured. Kan bagus
tu. heheh

Dane Duxty: Neither 12 nor 14. But turning 18 by the
end of the year. hahahah.
Kau jgn ketawe eh din. This ain't a laughing matter.
Hahha.

joan: haha jgn lah paiseh at least now you got friend to teman you ! (: we
go tgt !!
Hahahah. I wanted to join but..... now I lazy already. I
know fickle-minded. Ala, tak tahu lahhhh. hhaha.

I want to go thread my eyebrows at Tekka today, but boyfriend said today is their day. So, cannot. :( And it's so humid outside. Luckily I'm not going out. I'd rather coop up in my room. At least its 25degrees cold. hehehe.

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I was reading a friend's blog; Mahirah. I've known her for a very very long time. We're friends eversince kindergarten and my mother were shocked herself when she learnt about the loss of Mahirah's dad. I teared when I read her post and watched the video at her blog. "people who smoke,try to stop. i lost someone by smoking - cos he smoke too much. i saw his heartbeat stopped at the hospital. i will never forget that." I quote these words from her blog. I cannot imagine seeing the heartbeat of my loved ones stop infront of my very eyes. No.

When I try to stop people from smoking, I was "scolded" at. Some think that I'm just a nuisance. Take boyfriend for example. He smokes. And when I tried to make him stop, "You cakap senang lah." I know its a tough procedure to stop smoking but all those naggings/anger I have towards smoking, is for their own good, their own health and not mine.

I've several friends who have lost their loved ones. Eventhough I still have both my parents by my side, I can really feel their sadness. But people say, "Berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu yang memikul." Just stay strong and take their passing as "God loves them more than we do."

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Murnie. Neither 12 nor 14. But turning 18 by the end of the year. Attached and currently pursuing a diploma in RP. ;)

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