I don't feel like having any conversation with anyone, again. I don't feel like going out. I want to just sit at home the whole day today and tomorrow and then enjoy myself from Friday right up till Sunday and to continue my daiy routine of just cooping up in my room.

Lately, I just find the people around me irritating. Very irritating. I don't know what's gotten into me either. I'd rather spend my time with my family, sit at home and do the chores rather than going out and meet my friends. I know its very unlikely me to suddenly feel family-oriented but looking back, I think that it's better for me to do what I'm doing now. While tossing and turning on my bed just now, I recalled "As we grow, our priorities tend to change". Maybe I should start changing my priorities. Let go of everything and perhaps be more closer to my family because at the end of the day, despite how sucky they may be and despite the fact that we are not even close, they are still my everything.

Every night I wonder, will one be able to survive without any friends?

Murnie. Neither 12 nor 14. But turning 18 by the end of the year. Attached and currently pursuing a diploma in RP. ;)