I am alone now. I want to spend my time alone today. I want to switch off my phone. But I fear that you might call. I know I musn't be like this. I musn't let my learning be affected by whatever that comes. But I cannot move on by the fact that I was being accused of having feelings for your own friends. I have never had any relationships with any other guys when I already have a boyfriend. I have never believe in dating multiple guys at a time.

I envy all the other couples out there. Some of them meet up often, almost everyday. But we only met up like once a week. They hardly argue, but there was never a month that we don't argue. We were never content with one another. There will always be an instance where we would find fault in the relationship.

While having breakfast alone just now, I read through my personal diary. How I yearn for a perfect relationship with you. :(

Murnie. Neither 12 nor 14. But turning 18 by the end of the year. Attached and currently pursuing a diploma in RP. ;)