I've decided to delete the previous post. I am so pressurized by my family. True to what Nurul said, its my future not theirs. But they dont understand that i dont have any interest in the courses offered. And they die die want me to get into TP since its near my hse. I was only offered 3 business courses, but even so, when i went to their website, i got to know that, those courses are either frm the engineering sch or info comm. Out of the 10 choices ive chose so far, 7 of it are frm the life sciences. I AM SO GOING TO SUFFER IN THERE ! I've never liked science before and its so ironic that i've decided to choose the sciences course. I feel so muddled up now.

I even cried myself to sleep, thinking abt hw badly i've done. Ya, while the rest of them are smiling in their sleep, here i am still crying. And early in the morning, dad and mum went on blabbering abt me getting good income in the future, and that i should choose the course that interest me most. But after telling them so many times that I DO NOT LIKE ANY OF THE COURSES OFFERED, they still do not get it, for god's sake ! Dad even went on and on saying abt how i lack of ilmu akhirat and i should go to the religious classes on Sundays and that after i got my diploma, i should take in other part-time courses. I was in the verge of tears then. The last thing that i expect from them are MORE NAGGINGS but instead, that was wht i received. My morale is at my lowest. Ive never, and i repeat again, NEVER felt this way before. ugh.

How can i be so stupid as to get this kind of results. I hope i can start afresh in Poly, but i doubt i could get a place there. Whenever i tried to think on the bright side, there's always some other negative thoughts that would prick my delusional balloon dammit !

Murnie. Neither 12 nor 14. But turning 18 by the end of the year. Attached and currently pursuing a diploma in RP. ;)