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TUESDAYS with murnie. (: / Tuesday, 17 July 2007

If you were to ask me about school, let me tell you first. Its heartbreaking. I din bring my English 10year series as well as my stack of maths revision exercise on angle properties of circles.
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Talking about that maths revision, AKU PENIPU PE ! Eh, I will admit if i have not completed my work oke. But who are you to point fingers at me, saying i lied and that i have not finished the assignment. Kau tahu ape sia. Kau tk buat, kau jgn nk babit kan aku. Please lah. Go ahead. Say i cannot take jokes. YES, I CANNOT TAKE JOKES. Your jokes are mean. READ THAT !
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Oh, not forgetting, i came late to school. What time ? 7.30am. Bloody hell. Being late for the first time since the june holidays, is good enough for me. But the way Ms Ng phrased it, "Murni, you also. Watch your punctuality" its like i came to school late for every single day. What a start ! Nothing happened during the next lesson which happened to be malay as cikgu din come to school. After recess was geography and copied some stuffs down. And there goes my mood.......
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English was another heartbreaking lesson. One of my classmates, shall not mention the name, spout vulgarities towards the Malays. Some reasons behind it. I dont know why but i was taken aback by his harsh criticism. True to what miss goh said. So much of commemorating racial harmony week. I even felt like crying at that instance. Like hey, would you like it if i were to discriminate your race infront of the whole class ? Im sure you wouldnt right ? The malay pupils shared the same feelings. Just because the teacher is a Malay, you have to drag us in ? Grow up. Bio was next. Finished the reproduction in animals topic and proceeded to heredity. Trust me, i know nothing about that chapter, at all ! Can any kind souls help me with that chapter ? I'd be doomed if i carry on like this.
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I wonder why everybody is against me. I feel like a failure. More so, a mad woman.
1 minute im happy, and the other, im down.
Take my parents for example. Yesterday i asked mum ( take note. the time was 6.15pm ) ;
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me : mama ader extra duit tk ? cos nini ingat nk bli assesment book.
mum : ader. gi amek duit. nanti bli kan mama mee skali eh. nk buat buke.
me : nini nk pegi popular kat tamp lah. lepas maghrib.
dad : kau ni makin jadi-jadi lah nini. asyik nk balik lmbt ajer skrg. da bgs tu kasi kluar.
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After that, i went straight to my room. Look, 7 days a week. I din go out on weekdays. I spent my mornings in school and came back home by 2.30pm. if not, 4.30pm. I had tuition on saturdays or sundays. Most to most, i only went out once every week, that is during the weekends. Say i go out on a saturday. I'd went out ard 3-4, and would be home by 9-10pm. The latest i came back was 11.30pm. Like do you get to see my limitations ? My dad expects my 22year old sis to be back by 10. Like HELLOOOH ! He thinks we're living in the rural area. Dammit. Now when mum asks me about buying the books, i'd say no to her. I dont have the urge to do well now.
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Plus, is it wrong to show my concern ? I see no wrong in doing so. But it is the opposite for some party. Im just helping. Sorry if you dont need any help from me. I believe im just doing my part. Seriously i feel bitter. Maybe i should shut my mouth and yah, lead my own life. I'll be selfish and not help the people around me. Maybe that will do you good right ?
Im off to do my coursework.


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