Sometimes i wish that i could have the guts to be straight-forward and just blurt everything out, be it with family, girlfriends and even my boyfriend. I think i'd be much more relieved compared to my condition now. Ive been bottling almost everything with me. Im afraid, that if i tell that person what i think about thm esp the negative issues, we'd get into an argument. I wouldnt want that to happen, for sure. But i really hate it when one says, "Just tell me lah. Thn i'll know wht ure thinking so that i can improve myself." Its a matter of bravery for me. Im not brave enough to hurt or lose a confidant. No way. Oh well, i guess just let me be me. Im just letting out my thoughts. Hee.

The highlight for today ; MT OLEVELS ORAL EXAMS ! It was a bummer. Seriously. I was stuttering when it comes to the conversation part. Topic was abt, bakat which is in eng; talent. I kept forgetting wht the invigilators were asking and went on, "Maaf cikgu, boleh ulang soalan itu lagi ?" for 2 times, different questions of course. Lucky for me, one of them were friendly enough but the other, i just hate the sight of her. She looks unfriendly. Oke. i dont wish to dwell on it any longer. What's done is done. Bak pepatah melayu, "nasi sudah menjadi bubur" hahaha !

School or shall i say lessons, were super boring. In fact sleepy. Had maths early in the morning. I did my work this time cause its probability. Im not sure if i started doing my maths homework because i like the topic or isit because im more motivated compared to last time. That question lingers. We had PE after that and boy, my butt hurts like hell after running a round, round the school. The pain was unbearable i tell you ! hahaha ! Most of us were asked to go to the hall to play badminton. Played doubles. Me and weiting vs maira and kyn. I gave up half way tho i love playing badminton, cause my vision suddenly went black and i felt really dizzy. Rested thn, went down for recess. After CT, had geog ( and not physics. i looked wrongly. with regards to my previous post ). It was damn boring i tell you. I hope that i could just sleep at that particular moment. To keep me awake, i flirted with kyn from afar. hahaha. Jkjk. And oh, assembly was oke. Except that the hall was SOSOSOSOSOSOSO hot ! Sungguh aku tk selese. haha.

Im done. Anyway, for the picture above, ignore the caption. Its just random.

Before i forget, happy sweet 16th birthday to atiqah and diana. (:

Murnie. Neither 12 nor 14. But turning 18 by the end of the year. Attached and currently pursuing a diploma in RP. ;)