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that workshop was AWESOME. (: / Saturday, 30 June 2007
THIS POST MIGHT BE LONG. SO PARDON ME. GONNA BE A SUM UP OF THE 3DAYS WHILE IM AWAY. firstly, i wanne go to adam khoo's workshop again ! i dont mind staying in school from 8am till 9 pm. really. i love it especially when it comes to danny's segment when he taught us about our family and physiology (sp?). and the second day was full of emotions for all of us. danny seemed so frustrated at all of us cause we said that our parents were unreasonable, naggy, gave us no freedom so on and so forth. he took us for soul searching. even before that, ive already started crying. what else during the soul searching kan. those wo have gone thru it should know wht im talking about la. the whole AVA room was filled with tears i tell you. thats when i realised how much my parents have done for me throughout my entire life. the pain that mum suffered while giving birth to me. danny really wake me up. unfortunately, when i went home on the second night, dad was like saying to me "wah.its been a whole day since i saw u. come gimme a kiss" but i pulled my hands away from him and went off just like that. i just dont kno how to react to him. my friends should kno that im not close to my family members. i dont talk to them about my life. i bet they know nothing about me. yesterday. just hearing my friends saying "I LOVE YOU" to their parents infrnt of hundreds of ppl really touched me somehow. i felt that they were lucky to have their parents coming down to the ceremony. if only mum was there as well. and to aziza, those speech of urs, really make me teared harder and in fact, louder. until maira and kyn, who was seated at the stage, heard me, who was sitting on the second row of the hall, crying. and they say i sounded as though im having a breathing difficulty. im truly sorry for those words in that entry of mine. i just couldnt afford to lose a friend like you. and sorry if i stained your shoulder with my tears. hee. after the whole ceremony ended at around 10.15pm, called mum and there she goes again, shouting over the phone at me, asking me why i din answer her call. i couldnt hold it any longer, so i just broke down. luckily fad was with me throughout. thanks alot babe. see la. my parents and me have nvr been on good terms. the letter which danny asked us to write the other day, i'll always be in the sketch pad. i wont have the guts to give it to them. i think i just have to leave my relationship with them this way. ive been through this alot. i know i can. i have a higher self-esteem compared to before. and im proud of it. haha ! not only that i have a higer self-esteem, i can also read faster now you kno. and i can still remember the 50 words which i learnt 3days ago. ^_^ sungguh bangga atas pencapaianku. heh. and that vajiravudh thing, chulalongkon, mongkut all those stuffs lah. masih segar di ingatan. seriously, AKU BANGGE NK MAMPOS LA SIA. ive nvr been this good in my memory. thanks to, freddy the prata man. although he's a boring man, i learnt quite some stuffs form him. hee. PICTURES          today, had tuition. and to the comp. going out with The Friends. hoping to have a blast of time. (: |
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Murnie.
Neither 12 nor 14. But turning 18 by the end of the year. Attached and currently pursuing a diploma in RP. ;)
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