you kno wht?! dad made me cry early in the morning. ='( this was what happened.


dad woke me up from my slp cause he wanne ask me along to a wedding ceremony in ayer itam, johore. and i said yes. moments later, i changed my mind and decided not to go as ive got nothing to wear. but mum and dad said i could wear my jeans and those lady-like blouses which i owned. but, i thought, thats too informal. im not a kid anymore and it'll be a disgrace for me to wear such outfit to a wedding ceremony. both mum and dad, took turns coming into my room, consoling me. but i still didnt want to go. mum lost her patience and said,"sudah lah. gasak kau lah kau nak pergi ke tanak. tk kuase aku. pergi telefon sakina, suro dier dtg sini." and in my mind i was like, sakina?! whatever for? as if i have not been home alone all this while. but, dad kept coming in, he lay beside me and consoled me, asking me the reasons as to why i didnt wanne go. he said, "lebih baik ajak nini. nanti klu nenek tahu kerete kosong, dier pergi ajak org lain." and when i said, ive got nth to wear, he went like, "nanti mane tahu abg is ( my bro ) nak pergi jusco ke. blh nini bli ape ape baju yg nini nak. lagipun bak (which we addressed him as) tahu nini da lame tk bli baju dgn sluar." okeh. and tht, i cried. i dunno why. even as im typing this, im crying. sheesh. he actually knew, i didnt realised that. in the end, after no avail to asking me to come along, he said, "nah, amik duit ni. pergi ajak kawan kau bli sluar." but, i said, im not going out so he just left me a small amount. im not sure if i should regret not going or not. both my parents went like, "pergi lah. kater nak bli contact lens. duduk rumah ader ape." oke lah. the actual thing is im meeting shahrin to pass him the photoshop cd and to mit maira, to take back my wallet. i coudnt go out cause my keys are in my wallet. thats the problem. i'll see how.

and sis is being SO 'generous' ytd. she gave her bf's adek sedare, my L6 phone. whereas im using this bloody old phone of mine. doesnt she have a mind of her own or wht?! so wht if you and ur bf found that fone? you gave it to me already oke?! so its mine now. and you gave it away WITHOUT my consent? BULLSHIT! oke. and i told mum and dad bout it. HA ! take that. and my keys too. she took it, again WITHOUT my consent, and in the end, i was the one being scolded. being called clumsy for losing it. tsk. stop this will you.

Murnie. Neither 12 nor 14. But turning 18 by the end of the year. Attached and currently pursuing a diploma in RP. ;)