ouhkay.

so im rotting ad hme again tuhday.
e plan of gg out wif bf was cancelled.
due tuh some matters.

if u ask if im angry or nt,
yes i am.
im nt sure y either.

i feel useless.
wif mum screaming ad e background.
dad asking me tuh do chores.
wif bf who seemed tuh be frustrated ad me.
nd wif my stoopid lens.

sheesh. tis is jus as stressful as sitting fer a math paper.

mum, isit wrong fer me tuh go out ?
like as if i enjoy living in this ugly nd boring 4 rm flat.
wif nth tuh do. nd no one tuh talk to
whilst, der u are, hanging on e fone,
watch tv nd sleep.
dats all u did.
spare some thots fer me. remember,
im a growing teenager. unlike u, whose all grown up.
someone understand me, pls.

urgh. seriously. tis sucks.

Murnie. Neither 12 nor 14. But turning 18 by the end of the year. Attached and currently pursuing a diploma in RP. ;)